mikaish blog

RIP VOLVO

2007-10-01T12:55:00.000-04:00

My dear Volvo, also known as El Tanque, died about 3 weeks ago. And it really sucks to not have a car. Fortunately, my grandfather had a car he was not using. So for now I'll be driving a Oldsmobile Cutlass Supreme. Big ass car, with awesome suspension and drinks gasoline as if it was water (woe is me :-s). In the meantime, I'm saving money for another (not so old) used car. Until then, it will be Mr. Oldsmobile

GEEK WARNING!!!

2007-03-18T23:14:00.001-04:00

I am such a geek. I am very much an anime fan, and one of the series i like watching is Naruto. Well, my brother just showed me a video a fan did. It's a combination of the audio from the trailer of the movie 300 and of one of the most important episodes of Naruto. Enjoy...

My NYC Trip

2007-02-22T20:35:00.001-04:00

I gonna be visiting NYC from the 1st to the 8th of march. Overdue vacation, if i may say so. Also planning on visiting Washington DC for two days while up there. It's only 35$ a both way ticket. I'm also in a need of a camera. I've been thinking of asking my dad to lend me his but i should really just buy one. I don't need a transformer camera just a camera that can take nice pictures with nice quality for a reasonable price... You know... The kind that cost less than a 100$; yeah i know, i'm cheap. But i don't want to waste much money on the camera so i still have left for my nyc trip. Any recomendations??

movies in theathers i want to see

2006-07-28T15:57:00.000-04:00

clerks i will see today and prada most probably on sunday... and lady in the water... mmmm i wonder if popu feels up to watching that one on monday

yo ho yo ho a pirate's life for me

2006-07-28T15:21:00.000-04:00

great action movie
loved it to death
but i need someone to corroborate the rumors
is it true there is an alternate ending after the credits?

Long time no see

2006-07-28T14:33:00.000-04:00

Well... It's been a while since I've graced this page with an update... Life seems almost the same... Almost... Was quasi happy by myself until I met him... Now I can't get him out of my mind... Not good see...Now I have a fear of loneliness and the wanting of being loved... And by my experiences love never reaches me when I want it... It comes to me when I'm not even looking... Other than that things are pretty much the same... In a job that no longer makes me happy but then again I don't know what job would make me happy... I am indecisive by nature... By far books have been my main happiness for quite a while... I should either study to be a librarian or just write a fucking book and get it over with...What to do? That is my true dilemma...

P.S. By the way... The excessive usage of "..." is because this wonderfully fucked up work laptop I'm using has the comma button broken. It's just there looking pretty on the keyboard.

Lucky Number Slevin

2006-04-22T15:45:00.000-04:00

very interesting movie, go and wacht it :D

I fart in your general direction

2006-03-26T12:45:00.000-04:00

The Mother Of Brian
You scored 37 Stubborn, 36 Crazy, 22 Agressive, and 51 Evil!

Apperance: Life of Brian

Nasty woman in the middle.

High Light:

The Leper Scene.

Leper I: A fish, sir?

Leper II: Alms for a leper!

Leper III: Alms for a leper!

Ex-leper: Alms for an ex-leper! Bloody donkey-owners, all the same, ain't they? Never have any change. Oh, here they...
touch! Spare a talent for an old ex-leper!

Mother: Buzz off!

Ex-leper: Spare a talent for an old ex-leper!

Mother: A talent? That's more than he earns in a month!

Ex-leper: Half a talent then?

Mother: No, get away!

Ex-leper: Come on Bignose, let's haggle!

Brian: What?

Ex-leper: All right, cut the haggling, let's say you open at one shekel, I start at 2000, we close at about 1800.

Brian: No.

Ex-leper: 1750?

Mother: Go away!

Ex-leper: 1740?

Mother: Look, will you leave him alone!

Ex-leper: All right. Two shekels, just two. Isn't this fun, eh?

Mother: Look, he is not giving you any money, so piss off!

Ex-leper: All right sir, my final offer, half a shekel for an old ex-leper?

Brian: Did you say ex-leper?

Ex-leper: That's right, sir. Sixteen years behind a bell and fradock, sir.

Brian: Oh...what happened?

Ex-leper: I was cured, sir.

Brian: Cured?

Ex-leper: Yes, a bloody miracle, sir. God bless you!

Brian: Oh, who cured you?

Ex-leper: Jesus did, sir. I was hopping along, minding my own business, all of a sudden up he comes, cures me. One minute
I'm a leper with a trade, next minute I'm alive and newsgone. Not so much as a bye or league! "You're cured, mate". Bloody
do-gooder.

Brian: Tough. Why don't you go and tell him that you want to be a leper again?

Ex-leper: Aah, I could do that sir, yeah. Yeah, I could do that, I suppose. Well, what the thing was I was going to ask him if
he'd make me a bit lame in one leg during the middle of the week. You know, something peckable but not leprosy, which is a
pain in the ass, to be blunt despute my French servant.

Mother: Brian! Come and clean your room out!

Brian: Here you are.

Ex-leper: Thank you, sir. Than...half a dinare for me bloody life story?

Brian: There's no pleasing some people.

Ex-leper: That's just what Jesus said, sir!

Door being kicked in by mother:: [Bladonk]

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 2% on Stubborn
You scored higher than 25% on Crazy
You scored higher than 9% on Agressive
You scored higher than 30% on Evil

Link: The Monty Python Character Test written by KamikazeParrot on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

MOYA!!!!!!

2006-02-17T14:14:00.000-04:00

You scored as Moya (Farscape). You are surrounded by muppets. But that is okay because they are your friends and have shown many times that they can be trusted. Now if only you could stop being bothered about wormholes.

Moya (Farscape)

100%

Babylon 5 (Babylon 5)

100%

SG-1 (Stargate)

100%

FBI's X-Files Division (The X-Files)

88%

Nebuchadnezzar (The Matrix)

81%

Enterprise D (Star Trek)

75%

Millennium Falcon (Star Wars)

75%

Serenity (Firefly)

75%

Galactica (Battlestar: Galactica)

50%

Deep Space Nine (Star Trek)

50%

Andromeda Ascendant (Andromeda)

38%

Bebop (Cowboy Bebop)

Your Ultimate Sci-Fi Profile II: which sci-fi crew would you best fit in? (pics)
created with QuizFarm.com

Pure Nerd

2006-02-13T16:25:00.000-04:00

Pure Nerd
60 % Nerd, 47% Geek, 26% Dork

For The Record:

A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.
A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.
A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.
You scored better than half in Nerd, earning you the title of: Pure Nerd.

The times, they are a-changing. It used to be that being exceptionally smart led to being unpopular, which would ultimately lead to picking up all of the traits and tendences associated with the "dork." No-longer. Being smart isn't as socially crippling as it once was, and even more so as you get older: eventually being a Pure Nerd will likely be replaced with the following label: Purely Successful.

Congratulations!

Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in any of the following:

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Professional Wrestling

Love & Sexuality

America/Politics

Thanks Again! -- THE NERD? GEEK? OR DORK? TEST

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 64% on nerdiness

You scored higher than 70% on geekosity

You scored higher than 34% on dork points

Link: The Nerd? Geek? or Dork? Test written by donathos on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Survivor

2006-02-13T16:03:00.000-04:00

Official Survivor
Congratulations! You scored 72%!

Whether through ferocity or quickness, you made it out. You made the right choice most of the time, but you probably screwed up somewhere. Nobody's perfect, at least you're alive.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 18% on survivalpoints

Link: The Zombie Scenario Survivor Test written by ci8db4uok on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Black Flag

2006-02-13T15:53:00.000-04:00

Black Flag
This is where you belong in the annals of punk history!

Oh man, if people knew what was good for them, they better stay out of your way. No one knows the fury and rage that boils in your veins. Only you do and the only way to let it out is to shout at the top your lungs and barrel over anything or anyone who tells you otherwise! Someday, your wisdom will be second to none, you've lived hard and have the battle scars - inside and out, you just need to mellow out...fuck that!

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 42% on wild apathy

You scored higher than 73% on pissed off

You scored higher than 16% on comically evil

You scored higher than 73% on socially aware

Link: The What classic punk band are you Test written by DrLebowski on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Sexy Babe

2006-02-09T22:48:00.000-04:00

i was experimenting with my limited makeup equipment ;) result were not bad at all

Survey Time

2006-02-08T11:15:00.000-04:00

taken from Mrs.Doe's blog in myspace

Thirteen random things you like:
01) chocolate covered strawberries
02) boys
03) kisses
04) books
06) sex
07) music
08) toons
09) comic books
10) sci-fi
11) comedy
12) movies
13) girls

Twelve movies:
01) Neverending Story
02) Willow
03) Fabuleux destin d'Amelie Poulain
04) Bian Lian a.k.a. The King of Mask
05) Snatch
06) Monty Python and The Quest for the Holy Grail
07) Reservoir Dogs
08) Sin City
09) Fight Club
10) The Shawshank Redemption
11) The Fifth Element
12) LOTR

Eleven good bands//artists:
01) Massive Attack
02) Basement Jaxx
03) Tego Calderon
04) Alanis Morissette
05) Vertical Horizon
07) Orishas
08) Siete Nueve
09) Seal
10) Natalia Lafourcade y la Forquetina
11) M.I.A.

Ten things about you ... physically:
01) big lips
02) big and bad hair
03) big hips
04) big but
05) big thighs
06) small eyes
07) imperfect vision
08) medium waist
09) big forehead
10) a sexy assortment of strategically placed moles

Nine people you trust:
01) Charlie
02) Ashtear
03) Popu
04) Pepe
05) Diana
06) Luis
07) Yan
08) Al
09) Anthony

Eight favorite foods//drinks:
01) Pizza!
02) Blackout aka Float
03) Tres Leches
04) Lasagna
05) Fajitas de carne
06) Mushroom
07) Broccoli with cheese
08) Onions

Seven things you wear daily:
01) Jeans
02) Shirt/Blouse
03) Panties
04) Tennis
05) Glasses
06) Deodorant
07) Necklace

Six things that annoy you:
01) Arrogant people
02) Liars
03) Taking things without asking permission first
04) Hypocresy
05) My period
06) My mom when she drinks to much

Five things you touch everyday:
01) My bed
02) My hair
03) My cell
04) The computer
05) My car

Four shows you watch:
01) Lost
02) Stargate SG1
03) Boston Legal
04) Supernatural

Three boys you've kissed:
01) Marcel
02) Braulio
03) Luis

Two of your favorite books:
01) Cien A~os de Soledad by Gabriel Garcia Marquez
02)The Shore of Women by Pamela Sargent

One person you want to see right now:
01) I'm not saying any name, but he knows who he is.

and the car went PLOP

2006-01-28T01:31:00.000-04:00

actually it went click, and then nothing and blackness as all the lights in the dash went out... yes people that is the sound of the car not starting up at almost midnight in the parking lot of the radio station (was watching "brothers grim" and "serenity" with the popuman)... not even trying to start up. aniweis, i believe it should be the battery, or maybe all the cables are old... don't know, will find out tomorrow, so much for weekend plans.
muchas sankius go to el vampiro for giving me the ride home

Sola

2006-01-24T22:18:00.000-04:00

Cuando la noche tienda
su pabellón de sombras
sobre la triste selva;
y cuando entre los ruidos
de la brisa serena
se escuche de las ánimas
el toqué, allá en la Iglesia;
y el eco lo repita
del monte entre las grietas:
¡quién, ay de mí, se acuerda!

Cuando en la eterna noche
de la muerte me vea,
cuando en mi pobre lecho
me alumbren cuatro velas;
cuando en mi sepultura
removiendo la yerba,
susurre el vientecillo
que sus bordes orea,
y suena de las Animas
el toque allá en la Iglesia:
¡quién, ay de mí, Dios mío,
quién, ay de mí, se acuerda!

Por Fidela Mathew de Rodriguez

hehehe, what a drama queen, pero me gusta como quiera

In a house without a Dad

2006-01-23T21:10:00.001-04:00

i feel very sad, and frustrated and angry. I don't think either of them want to work this out. I am not a child, i understand that some relationships don't work no matter how many years of married life you give to them. But it still makes me sad. I will miss my dad, cause i know that after today i won't be able to see him as often as i want to.

My resolution

2006-01-01T13:48:00.000-04:00

To be healthier of mind, body and soul. A lot of things have happen in this year alone, so this new one will be of hope and betterment. I need to learn to believe in myself again. After that everything else should fall in its place. Happy New Year everyone, I hope it brings good things to all of you.

Ready

2005-12-01T20:31:00.000-04:00

I have not forgotten...But I can breath again. I have regain myself little by little. I have plans with my life I would like to see become a reality. I want to see many places, I want to meet many new and different people. I would love to learn new languages. Well, I think the point gets across...This is just the beginning

Long Time No Write

2005-11-25T21:39:00.000-04:00

Its been a while... The pain is not as intense as the beginning, mostly due to the revelation. But it is still there, like a scream muffled by a pillow...Sometimes I feel it, circling in the border of my reality, wanting to come back and haunt me. Gladly, it cannot approach me anymore... I am no longer within reach...Time heals all things, eventually...But for me, it is the truth that always sets me free... Even when it can kill me. I sometimes hate myself for sounding so pathetic (mind you that only happens when I write... I usually say nothing of how I feel to other people). Here does not count either, since hardly any of the people I know bother using this type of blog anymore. They are still a few, who crusade thru here once in a while. I am slowly discovering that I do not have friends...Friends in the way that call you to hang out. Yes I have friends to hang out with... But they don't really call me to do that. It is I who is calling them. There I go again, sounding miserable. When truthfully I am not. I am just lonely. This will take some time to get use too. For now, somebody hit me. Hard. I want to wake up, but I don't seem to know how.

Official Day of Turkey Gore!

2005-11-24T11:34:00.000-04:00

And today commences the tournament of who can eat more turkey! I will post photos of such an event, and of my attire for today. Attire is code word for "clothes that camouflage the stuffing I'm going to get today"

Pain

2005-11-09T23:44:00.000-04:00

Just when you think that things are getting better...Just when you think you had a happy day... In comes the pain, unannounced, like a panther hunting its pray...It catches you... And you can feel out of breath... And you can hear your heart beating strongly, as if it would burts on any moment...Then starts the chest pain...Everytime you try to draw breath, less air seem to come to every effort...And then it stops, as fast as it started...But you will remember for the next few days...How pain took hold of you...And you weren't prepared for it...

Michelle Needs

2005-11-08T12:52:00.000-04:00

Michelle needs to visit one of those awful liberal indoctrination camps known as art museums. (I had no idea that awful, indoctrination and camp could be in the same sentence with art)

Michelle needs her own reality show. (Hell no)

MICHELLE NEEDS YOUR HELP! (do I?)

Michelle needs a home that can accept her limitations as being mildly mentally retarded and will help to build her self-esteem. (well what do you know, I didn't know I was mildly mentally retarded, that explains quite a few things.)

Michelle needs to get the 2004 candidate names to Jeff so that the election may proceed. (I rather not, a little bit of caos before an election, is always fun)

Michelle Needs A Car (uhhhh, i want the honda element, puleaseeeeeeeeee)

Michelle needs to beef up her breakfast of oatmeal made with water by adding protein and fruit. (y'all making me hungry)

Everything around here is Michelle needs this, and Michelle needs that! (Well, I do need it!!)

Michelle needs to learn to be more careful with her Voodoo (Ahhh, I botched it again!? Dammit!)

So all Michelle needs is to resist extracting the newline in the first place instead of extracting it and then stripping it. (i have no idea of what your talking about)

Michelle needs a family that will be patient, consistent, kind, loving, and have experience with developmentally disabled children. (another problem???)

Michelle needs to spend some of her newly acquired wealth on attending a USGA rules seminar or two. (no problem, what is a USGA?)

And besides, Michelle needs another job so I can clear my conscience for possibly messing up her career. (hmmmm, what did you do????)

Still, for all her power, Michelle needs more to compete with the big boys. (bring them ON!!)

Michelle needs to exercise her right to shut the fuck up. (Hey, don't tell me when to shut up!!)

Michelle needs the PGA and LPGA players to elevate her game, the father says. (pga?.... lpga?.... npi)

Kim thinks that Michelle needs to tell Chappelle. (uh,right... Chappelle who?)

What Michelle needs to do is win. (hell yeah!)

Michelle needs every advantage possible to attain this goal. (quite possibly, whatever that goal is)

What the players I think are really saying and all recognize is that Michelle needs to gain experience. (experiene I already have, darling!)

Michelle needs to do more than glare and go "you gotta problem with that?" ... (well do you?)

Got this idea from Diana who in turn got from Kayser. So you're supposed to go to Google and type "your name needs". And be surprised by the things google shows you 'need'. And then share them.

Music

2005-11-04T14:12:00.000-04:00

Currently listening to in my (currently mine, 'cause it's my mom's, but she is not using it) memory stick mp3 player:
Hombre-M.I.A
Oh My Gosh-Basement Jaxx
Let Go-Frou Frou
Japon-Residente Calle 13
Se vale to'-Residente Calle 13
Scientist-Coldplay
Trouble- "
Yellow- "
Un Pato-Natalia Lafourcade
Bring it On-Seal
Doo Wop (That Thing)-Lauryn Hill
Romeo y Julieta-Jarabe de Palo
Morena-Vikter Duplaix
Hero-Nickelback
Here-VAST
I'm Dying- "
Touched- "
Bitter Sweet Simphomy-The Verve
Take Me Out-Franz Ferdinand
Record of Loddos War Intro
Wake Up-Rage Agaisnt the Machine
Drops of Jupiter-Train
Am Afraid of Americans-David Bowie & Trent Reznor
Deliver Me-Sarah Brightman
FCC Song-Eric Idle
Feelin' Love-Paula Cole
Song 2-Blur
Heavy-Collective Soul
Converting Vegetarians-Infected Mushroom

those of you that think my music selection needs more interesting music, are welcome to send some my way, well, to my email, that is: mika.flores@gmail.com :D

Emotional

2005-10-25T12:46:00.000-04:00

My mother sat me down and had a 'conversation' with me (she was the only one that spoke). She said a lot of things, but the basic concept that she wanted to get across was 'either adapt or leave'. This did not surprise me... My mother is someone who like for people to behave like she wants them too. What surprise me was, that I almost cried. She never saw that, but I felt how in various moment my eyes were feeling a little watery. Suffice to say that when she finished her talk and I went to my room, I started crying.

It is a situation divided in two parts. One part is my hormonal unbalanced. Since July weird body shit has been going on due to hormonal unbalance. I have been taking contraceptive pills to balance them out. So I have been very unstable emotionally for the last 3 weeks (like a permanent stage of pre-menstrual symptoms).

The other part... Well, I feel like being myself is not enough. I feel like my life is pushing me to become something else. Something that I am not. I feel myself running from certain situations, running to hide within a shell. A shell that will protect me from the outside. "Adapt or leave" "Cannot afford to love you" "I am not sure that I love you" .... All told to me, by different people, various people... Some repeated in the same person. All told to me for at least the past 5 or 6 years. I should be used to it by now. But I am not... They still push me down, like the first time... Maybe I just have to wait until I am at bottom. 'Cause only there will I go the only other way I can. Up.

Or maybe, just maybe, I am just menstrual and this is all my imagination.

Men

2005-10-10T00:32:00.000-04:00

You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone.
You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.
Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

How Well Do You Understand Men?

So...

2005-09-16T13:27:00.000-04:00

Some of the blogthings are courtesy of Pepe and Mrs. Doe. So can u tell than I am exquisitely bored at my job??

Arigato Gozaimas

2005-09-16T13:18:00.000-04:00

Your Japanese Name Is...

Kaede Hirohata

What's your Japanese Name?

I would be so damn cute!!

2005-09-16T13:16:00.000-04:00

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Ultra Bug
Your Superpower is Chemical
Your Weakness is Clowns
Your Weapon is Your Energy Saw
Your Mode of Transportation is Elephant

What's your Superhero Name?

Hah!! Sweden

2005-09-16T13:12:00.000-04:00

You Should Learn Swedish

Fantastisk! You're laid back about learning a language - and about life in general.
Peaceful, beautiful Sweden is ideal for you... And you won't even have to speak perfect Swedish to get around!

What Language Should You Learn?

Comfort Zone...very true

2005-09-16T13:08:00.000-04:00

Your Inner Child Is Sad

You're a very sensitive soul. You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have. Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone. You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.

How Is Your Inner Child?

Material Succes!!... or so they claim

2005-09-16T12:08:00.000-04:00

Your Birthdate: January 8

Born on the 8th day of the month, you have a special gift for business, as you can conceive and plan on a grand scale. You have good executive skills and you're a good judge of values. You should try to own your own business, because you have such a strong desire to be in control.

You are generally reliable when it comes to handling money; you can be trusted in this regard. Idealistic by nature, you are never too busy to spend some time on worthwhile causes, especially if managerial support are needed. There is much potential for material success associated with this number.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Not as bad as I thought

2005-09-16T11:59:00.000-04:00

You need to learn more about past music. You have a
vague idea but just because it's old doesn't
mean it's not good. Late 60s, early 70s were
the heights

Do You Know Your Music (Sorry MTV Generation I Doubt You Can Handle This One)
brought to you by Quizilla

594 other people got this result! This quiz has been taken 1864 times. 32% of people had this result.

same oh same oh

2005-09-15T12:28:00.000-04:00

...nothing new has happened here, im still @ the hotel selling tickets for mr. viagara. there are still mosquitoes here but @ least the heat is not as intense as 2 weeks ago. i have started a semi diet, already lost 2lbs, let see how much i can take off in the next couple of weeks. what i do have to start is some type of exercize, they would certainly fall faster if i did.

Pure? ...Maybe

2005-09-10T12:22:00.000-04:00

Your Kissing Purity Score: 100% Pure

You've hardly ever been kissed

But the kisses you've given are very missed

Kissing Purity Test

M.I.C.H.E.L.L.E.

2005-09-10T10:48:00.000-04:00

M.I.K.A.

2005-09-10T10:45:00.000-04:00

Courtesy of Anais's Travels

Movies!!

2005-09-06T00:26:00.000-04:00

While I was talking about movies with the concierge and the guy from hertz, I got hyped to seeing some old movies that I love. Of course I am going to tell you guys which movies:

A wheelchair bound photographer spies on his neighbours from his apartment window and becomes convinced one of them has committed murder.

Elwood P. Dowd is a mild-mannered, pleasant man, who just happens (he says) to have an invisible friend resembling a 6-foot rabbit.

In an overpopulated futuristic Earth, a New York police detective finds himself marked for murder by government agents when he gets too close to a bizarre state secret involving the origins of a revolutionary and needed new foodstuff.

The plot outlines are courtesy of The Internet Movie Database

TEH H34T

2005-09-02T16:31:00.000-04:00

yay!! cinco putos dias de trabajo aqui en el caribe hilton y estoy que quiero matar al moron que se le ocurrio que el lobby del hotel fuera al aire... por lo unico que no me aburro es por mi gameboy y por el acceso al internet. el calor aqui esta cabron, no tanto como para hacerte sudar pero suficiente para mantenerte en un estado permanente de mojadito estilo spray... y los mosquitos no se acaban! gracias a dios que son mosquitos y no majes... eso es todo el ranting por hoy

2005-08-29T01:14:00.000-04:00

Part Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Part Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

people of the world, meet the HAIR BRIGADE

2005-08-23T17:23:00.000-04:00

The Weekend

2005-08-21T23:13:00.000-04:00

Thursday: I had to visit the university to pick up some money for tickets I had reserved under my name for a friend. On my way there, it rain like the end of days was approaching. I had to take a short cut, 'cause I had no change for the highway toll. The detour I took led me towards an area that was seriously flooded. My car passed through this area but no more than 7 minutes later, my car turn off at a signal light. GRRRRR... Anyway, I was stranded for about an hour. That's when my car decided to comply with my attempts of turning it on. I continued on my merry way, arrived at the university got the money went to the mall, got the tickets. Also paid my cellphone bill, and filled the gas tank, that left me with 10 dollars. Thankfully I get paid next wednesday.

Friday: I was going to go the El Morro to see the play "Medea" by Euripides. But the line was so long and there was nothing in our stomachs but breakfast (it was 6:45pm). And they were not letting people buy tickets and come back later. So we decided not to go, we were both famished. We went to eat, then to the movies at Roosevelt mini cinema. We saw Deuce Bigalow:European Gigolo.

Saturday: Went during the evening to Bamboobei in Piñones, had a wonderful time. The seafood was exquisite. After that, we went to the radio station, it was a Pesante 3-hour program :D Had a great time there. After that to sleep, had to work on next day.

My vacation ended on saturday, these were, actually, the only days I went out. Most of the time I spent in my house, watching the rain fall and saving money on gas by not using the car.

Sunday or Today: Work from 10:45 to 6. I missed working at the mall. Nothing beats watching the weirdos pass by to have a good time. :D Anyway, nice rush, my feet hurt 'cause I went to work on sandals. But had an interesting not-boring day at work. Looking forward to working there this week.

2005-08-18T20:33:00.000-04:00

Star Wars Horoscope for Capricorn

You have a ton of ambition and inexhaustible desire to reach your goals.You are very loyal, going to great lengths to help someone out.You are a very social unit, winning the hearts of many with your cute personality.
Star wars character you are most like: R2D2

What is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

2005-08-16T18:01:00.000-04:00

Yeah... Let see, got my week of vacation this week, doing NOTHING... Just chilling in the pool (metaphorically speaking)... Aqui mirando el dia a dia de bayamón, que por cierto lo unico que hace es llover y tronar todos los dias.
En otras notas:

Which British Band Are You?

cortesía del blog de Mrs.Doe

2005-08-01T21:29:00.000-04:00

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2005-07-27T10:19:00.000-04:00

How to make a mika flores

Ingredients:

3 parts mercy

5 parts silliness

1 part joy

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Top it off with a sprinkle of lustfulness and enjoy!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

For once, they got it right!!! Sankiu goes to Mrs. Doe for this one. :D

2005-07-27T10:05:00.000-04:00

Your Inner European is Irish!

Sprited and boisterous!
You drink everyone under the table.

Who's Your Inner European?

I hardly drink at all :/

Down

2005-07-27T10:02:00.000-04:00

Yesterday I was feeling down in the dumps... for no particular reason, it would seem. I was just feeling not willing... will seee if this sensation will pass or stay

2005-07-25T14:24:00.000-04:00

Your Penis Name is: Meat 'n' Potatoes

Get your own Penis Name

could it possibly mean that I am hungry at this instant... hehehe, gracias a la mrs. doe

Que dindo!

2005-07-21T11:05:00.000-04:00

adopt your own virtual pet!

Carta Natal

2005-07-21T08:27:00.000-04:00

Obviamente eres Capricornio, naciste una noche de luna llena y la luna estaba en Cáncer. Esta posición, la de la luna en Cáncer, y luna llena, es a lo mejor la influencia más fuerte que tienes en tu carta. Eres lo equivalente a una Cáncer, pues la luna esta en su signo, el de Cáncer. Una persona emocionalmente abarcadora, que quiere proteger a quienes ama, una madre protectora para todo el mundo con buen sentido de intuición personal. Tus primeras impresiones son por lo general exactas. Interesantemente tienes a la luna en la casa décima, la casa del trabajo. La luna en esta posición te asegura una buena posición profesional, tendrás una posición en donde comandaras a otros. A lo mejor ahora no, pues eres joven, pero eso esta escrito en tu destino, el éxito profesional.

Tu ascendiente esta en Libra; el ascendiente es la constelación que estaba en el oriente al momento de tu nacimiento e indica tu personalidad exterior Libra. La primera impresión que das es la de la persona justa, que también quiere dominar el parámetro alrededor de ella, pero en vez de Cáncer a nivel emocional, pues a nivel de Libra, que es nivel social y tratas de traer la paz o de mediar las relaciones en donde estas envuelta.

Curiosamente, cuando dices que no quieres comandar a otros, pues tienes a Saturno en la primera casa. Este planeta va a afectar tu nivel de autoestima. Siempre sintiéndote con restricciones, algunas reales, otras imaginarias....Pluto esta también en esta casa..... Tu personalidad tiene un matiz oscuro, penetrante. A lo mejor serás tímida, pero, tus comentarios son tajantes. También tienes a Marte en esta casa, tienes un buen nivel de energía física y personal.

En la segunda casa tienes a Júpiter, vas a tener éxito material.
No solo vas a tener una buena posición en el trabajo, también vas a hacer buen dinero. Vas a expandirte.

Tienes a Urano y a Neptuno en la tercera casa. A lo mejor cuando eras pequeña tuviste problemas en la escuela. No atendías, te la pasabas soñando despierta, imaginándote cosas y soñando en pajaritos preñaos. Sin embargo, la imaginación es muy alta con Neptuno en esa posición. Urano en esa posición te hizo desafiante y medio rebelde... no te importaba que los maestros se molestaran con tu forma de ser. Es mas, sentías orgullo por ello.

La cuarta casa tiene al sol. Tu hogar mientras crecías, y ahora que eres adulta, es lo más importante. Será siempre lo mas importante para ti, tener un hogar estable, y harás lo posible para mantenerlo así... Traerás arte y comodidades a la casa para hacerla un sitio placentero, y cuando tengas hijos te desvivirás para que la casa sea un sitio que ellos amen

Con Venus en la quinta casa, pues ahí esta de nuevo el amor por el arte y por la creatividad. El amor por los lujos y la buena vida, una buena vida sexual con distintos amantes. Probablemente tendencias para botar dinero apostando y que se yo.

Algo mas con Saturno tiene una posicion extraña es posible que algo traumatizante te sucedio cuando eras una teenager. A lo mejor cuando tenias 18 o 19 años, una muerte, una separacion, algo asi
que sucedio?

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carta astral cortesia de Mr. Poopy Pants

Oh...My...God

2005-07-20T20:20:00.000-04:00

Your Daddy Is Darth Vader

What You Call Him: Daddy-o
Why You Love Him: He knows best

Who's Your Daddy?

American Bukake

2005-07-20T11:29:00.000-04:00

Heh, for those who where with me the first time I went to Levis (yes el corrillazo luego de la estacion)... This page reminded me so much of the decandence that follow when we finished eating, hehehe... Mind you (for those who were not there) we never left the restaurant, but I'm sure we made the waitress nervous :D

Surprised

2005-07-19T22:50:00.000-04:00

Which Trainspotting Character Are You?
thanks to popu for this one.

Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince

2005-07-19T06:55:00.000-04:00

I have never being so proud of Harry Potter as I have while reading this book. I a have never been stricken so forcefully by grief than on this book. It is a sad tale, but everybody knew it would happen sooner or later...Always suspecting later than sooner

2005-07-17T02:30:00.000-04:00

Second Level of Hell

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You have come to a place mute of all light, where the wind bellows as the sea does in a tempest. This is the realm where the lustful spend eternity. Here, sinners are blown around endlessly by the unforgiving winds of unquenchable desire as punishment for their transgressions. The infernal hurricane that never rests hurtles the spirits onward in its rapine, whirling them round, and smiting, it molests them. You have betrayed reason at the behest of your appetite for pleasure, and so here you are doomed to remain. Cleopatra and Helen of Troy are two that share in your fate.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Moderate
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Today

2005-07-13T23:34:00.000-04:00

Today I ended my 3 year with 2 months relationship with my boyfriend... Suffice to say we both cried. Me for not being able to have faith and him for past mistakes that cannot be changed. And even though I did not want to end it, I also new it was the only and best choice available for both our sakes. I do not know what will happen tomorrow or in the future but I hope I can find him there as my great friend...a friendship that nothing and noone can end.

True Knowledge

2005-06-28T09:00:00.000-04:00

Movie!!

2005-06-26T21:42:00.000-04:00

I loved this movie, total surprise!!! No esperaba que fuera tan buena la pelicula esta. Will Ferrell and Nicole Kidman are increidible together. Todos tienen que ver la peli esta :D

One Month... Almost

2005-06-26T03:12:00.000-04:00

There is no word in the drow language for love. The closest word I can think of is ssinssrigg, but that is a term better equated with physical lust or selfish greed. The concept of love exists in the hearts of some drow, of course, but true love, a selfless desire often requiring personal sacrifice, has no place in a world of such bitter and dangerous rivalries.

The only sacrifices in drow culture are gifts to Lolth, and those are surely not selfless, since the giver hopes, prays, for something greater in return.

Still, the concept of love was not new to me when I left the Underdark. I loved Zaknafien. I loved both Belwar and Clacker. Indeed, it was the capacity, the need, for love that ultimately drove from Menzoberranzan.

Is there in all the wide world a concept more fleeting, more elusive?. Many people of all the races seem simply not to understand love, burden its beauteous simplicity with preconceived notions and unrealistic expectations. How ironic that I, walking from the darkness of loveless Menzoberranzan, can better grasp the concept than many of those who have lived with it, or at least with the very real possibility of it, for all of their lives.

Some things a renegade drow will not take for granted.

My few journeys to Silverymoon in these past weeks have invited goodhearted jests from my friends. "Suren the elf has his eyes fixed on another wedding!" Bruenor has often crooned, regarding my relationship with Alustriel, the Lady of Silverymoon. I accept the taunts in light of the sincere warmth and hopes behind them, and have not dashed those hopes by explaining to my dear friends that their notions are misguided.

I aprreciate Alustriel and the goodness she has shown me. I appreciate that she, a ruler in a too-often unforgiving world, has taken such a chance as to allow a dark elf to walk freely down her city's wondrous avenues. Alustriel's acceptance of me as a friend has allowed me to draw my desires from my true wishes, not from expected limitations.

But do I love her?

No more than she loves me.

I will admit, though, I do love the notion that I could love Alustriel, and she could love me, and that, if the attraction were present, the color of my skin and the reputation of my heritage would not deter the noble Lady of Silverymoon.

I know now, though, that love has become the most prominent part of my existence, that my bond of friendship with Bruenor and Wulfgar and Regis is of utmost importance to any happiness that this drow will ever know.

My bond with Catti-brie runs deeper still.

Honest love is a selfless concept, that I have already said, and my own selflessness has been put to a severe test this spring.

I fear now for the future, for Catti-brie and Wulfgar and the barriers they must, together, overcome. Wulfgar loves her, I do not doubt, but he burdens his love with a possessiveness that borders on disrespect.

He should understand the spirit that is Catti-brie, should see clearly the fuel that stokes the fires in her marvelous blue eyes. It is that very spirit that Wulfgar loves, and yet he will undoubtedly smother it under the notions of a woman's place as her husband's possession.

My barbarian friend has come far from his youthful days roaming the tundra. Farther still must he come to hold the heart of Bruenor's fiery daughter, to hold Catti-brie's love.

Is there in all the world a concept more fleeting, more elusive?

Drizzt Do'Urden
Legacy of the Drow by R.A.Salvatore

Beaver

2005-06-16T17:32:00.000-04:00

Walking the Plank

2005-06-14T12:42:00.000-04:00

In the good news department I have lost 12 pounds, on purpose. My only diet is cutting fast food, drinking water all the time and almost never drinking soda, and starting to serve myself smaller amounts of food. (I'm very generous with my food :D)So know I have to start an exercise routine, which is the more difficult part. I am a lazy bastard by tendency; so it's going to be quite interesting getting my but in gear.

In the not so good news department, I have move back to my parents house. Things are no quite so good with my b/f. Lets see what happens with this new move. I am quite glad that my mom has not (YET) pestered me to death about the "me moving out and moving back to them thing". So things a very nice and tranquil back at my parents home.

In the bad news department, my job with the library comes to an end next week. Since I am graduating I can no longer work in the University's Library. So I am currently looking for another job (I already have a second job) A friend told me of a new store that's opening sometime this year. I like the idea of the store, so will see what happens.

Exact Change

2005-06-06T22:38:00.000-04:00

You always need to have in your pocket exact change to survive daily life. What exact change? you ask, I'll tell you. 3 quarters (because 4 would make a dollar) 2 dimes and 1 nickel ( only 2 to make .20 cause 3 would make .30, and you already have .30 with 1 quarter and the nickel; and only 1 nickel cause 2 would make .10 and you already have that) and finally 4 cents. Yes that is the perfect change. But you say that .25 repeats itself? Well of course, you can break a quarter literally to smaller pieces to make less change. That's why it repeats itself.

This is the infallible advise given to me by the librarian in charge during the shift of 10pm to midnight. Yes fun times ahead for me...

Cascada 1103

2005-06-05T11:48:00.000-04:00

Yesterday everything was kool until...I'm at work and the cell-phone rings. B/F:Hi, we have a problem. Me:What?. B/F:The apartment is flooding. He passes by, picks me up and we go to the apart. My apartment, is part of a house divided nicely to 3 apartments per floor level. The house has two levels, and its also elevated from the ground level, so there are steps to get inside the house.

When we got there, water was gushing out coming under the security front door and down the steps. Every apartment in the first level was flooded and in the second only the one that was spitting out the water. Thankfully the errand guy, called Victor, passed by and saw all this and went to get the keys to the apartment to open it an stop the water. In the meantime I was brushing away water with a broom in front of my apartment door. Victor came with the keys and we followed him to the second floor and to the apartment we believe was causing the disaster.

The water was coming out of the tube that supplies the water to the toilet tank. So we closed the key, and Victor stayed in the second level with a broom and a mop sending the water from her room to me on the first floor, for me to brush out of the house. For a moment I thought the water would never end. Finally he came down and then open the apartments in the first floor (I insisted, nasty it would be to arrive at your house and find it covered in water). Well, the same routine was repeated for each room in the first floor: open the room take out the water and pass a towel to get whats left.

Thankfully the damages at first glance all seem to be extremely superficial... That and the funky smell we are going to have for the next couple of weeks.

2005-06-04T15:40:00.000-04:00

Rukia Kuchiki

Ichigo Kurosaki

Bleach

2005-06-04T15:21:00.000-04:00

To all of yous people who like anime (i love it, including hentai...I know, I'm a pervert :D) Les recomiendo la serie de BLEACH (mega cabronsisima, al menos pienso yo)Ahi encuentran todos los episodios hasta el ultimo que salio que es el 34. For those who get addicted, its a long series. It started as manga, and is still going as manga (in manga format they are thru episode 180, give or take a few).
Konishiwua bitches

I am officially old

2005-05-27T17:42:00.000-04:00

Today I was woken at 7.01 by my parents house number. I missed the called. I called them back. My mom answers and she says:

I forgot to tell you that your brother's graduation is today. (!!!!!!)

HA! I fall asleep again, she calls again at 7.28 and says:

Its today at 8am in Colegio de Ingenieros close to Roosevelt theater

MOM, perfect timing. So yeah, I wake up, take a bath get dress and went to the graduation.

Truthfully, the best graduation ever. It was fantastic, everybody gave a speech, and they were all great speeches. The teachers were phenomenal, the students were phenomenal, even the school Director was great. Obviously we took photos, I will post them later for your delite.

My youngest brother has officially graduated from high school and I am so proud of him

Beautiful Averatec

2005-05-25T23:47:00.000-04:00

I want this!!!!!!

Typical

2005-05-21T12:38:00.000-04:00

LOL

2005-05-21T12:35:00.000-04:00

Quotes of the Day

2005-05-15T22:42:00.000-04:00

Nicodemus: "Courage of the heart is very rare. The stone has a power when it's there."

Mom: "Todo el mundo es blanco si se raspan la piel"

I WANT ONE!!!

2005-05-12T15:40:00.001-04:00

La cosa mas linda to have hit this side of the universe, and i believe the only black man i'll ever have (black-men don't seem to like me very much)

By the way

2005-05-04T17:32:00.000-04:00

Para aquellos geeks (herrmmm, como yo) que les encante ver las nueva loqueras de cartoon network o estan al tanto de la variedad de muñequitos que dan en el canal, les va a encantar Bleedman. Es una combinacion de casi todos los personajes de cartoon network pero centrado en la vida de 3 hermanitas, las Powerpuff Girls. Hehehehe, lo se, suena cheesy, pero creeme que les va a encantar, asi que dense la vuelta por el page y busquen el icono de archive para que lean la historia del comienzo. No es mucho que leer ya que los updates son cada domingo. Cheers.

Changes

2005-05-04T17:21:00.000-04:00

Y hoy comenzo el ciclo de cambio que seguira (casi segura de esto) por el resto del año. Comenze a mover mi ropa del apartamento a casa de mis padres. Mi papa ya sabe de mi intencion de regresar a la casa, and he so graciously has kept my mother out of the loop. (mi madre estaria jodiendome dia y noche por detalles de pq como cuando y donde; y sinceramente they are none of her bussiness and no quiero entrar en ellos tanpoco) My father on the other hand, has not ask, he just accepted my desicion and said "ok" I LOVE MY DAD. hehe... anyway... i have high hopes for the future. And for the moment, those of you who ask how am i doing, my answer is : "dentro de lo que cabe, bien... estoy viva y eso es lo que cuenta"

Update

2005-04-23T15:54:00.000-04:00

1. Encontre a un amigo que conoci hace TIEMPO, y no habiamos tenido contacto como por 2 años (a la verdad que creo que son como 4, pero lo dejamos en 2 para no sentirnos tan viejos).
2. Apartir de finales de mes me mudo de nuevo a casa de mis padres. No pregunten.
3. Me siento en general triste y creo que es una coleccion de cosas, no una en especifico.
4. Me siento estancada, no se que hacer con mi vida en este punto exacto. Si estudiar, trabajar, mudarme de pais... muchas preguntas y ninguna contestada.

Y creo que eso es todo...aparte de que la universidad de que estado cerrada todo este tiempo.

cheers

Cliquea

2005-04-11T22:51:00.000-04:00

http://mysite.verizon.net/vze8hi72/el3mendazo.com/

Bravely bold Sir Robin

2005-04-11T22:46:00.000-04:00

Bravely bold Sir Robin
Rode forth from Camelot.
He was not afraid to die,
Oh brave Sir Robin.
He was not at all afraid
To be killed in nasty ways.
Brave, brave, brave, brave Sir Robin.

He was not in the least bit scared
To be mashed into a pulp.
Or to have his eyes gouged out,
And his elbows broken.
To have his kneecaps split
And his body burned away,
And his limbs all hacked and mangled
Brave Sir Robin.

His head smashed in
And his heart cut out
And his liver removed
And his bowls unplugged
And his nostrils raped
And his bottom burnt off
And his penis...

That's... that's enough music for now lads, *** there's dirty work afoot*** ???

Brave Sir Robin ran away.
No!
Bravely ran away away.
I didn't!
When danger reared it's ugly head,
He bravely turned his tail and fled.
I never!
Yes, brave Sir Robin turned about
And gallantly he chickened out.
You're lying!
****Bravely**** taking to his feet,
He beat a very brave retreat.
Bravest of the braaaave, Sir Robin!

Esto no me lo esperaba... y que uno anula a la otra

2005-04-06T13:32:00.000-04:00

What Classic Movie Are You?
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What Famous Leader Are You?
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Let go

2005-03-26T14:06:00.000-04:00

Vi Garden State, y de todas las canciones esta se ha quedado conmigo, haciendome compañía. Le recomiendo la pelicula a todos.

Let Go by Frou Frou
Drink up baby down
Hmm, are you in or are you out
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you

Excuse me too busy
Writing your tragedy
These mishaps you bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like

So let go
So let go
Jump in
Oh well what you waiting for
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

So let go
Let it go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow

Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later now
You can't await your own arrival
You've twenty seconds to comply

So let go
So let go
Jump in
Oh well what you waiting for
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

2005-03-16T01:27:00.000-04:00

the ultimate milfa if you ask me, she is SO cool

What's on your brain?

2005-03-09T13:28:00.000-04:00

Big Five Test Results

Extroversion (59%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
Friendliness (79%) high which suggests you are overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense too often of your own individual development (martyr complex).
Orderliness (37%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, random, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of structure, reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Emotional Stability (81%) high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Openmindedness (48%) medium which suggests you are moderately intellectual, curious, and imaginative.

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The Denny's Experience

2005-03-05T12:23:00.000-04:00

El jueves pasado pase un dia mejor de los esperado. As usual everytime Ignacio Peña has a show, Javier Denizard comes knocking... Not literally, anyway, we had a GREAT time. El show was a combine visual/audio show, that was very good. Also impress by the more metal sound of his new music. After that we went to eat at Dennys, and something funny happen there. The sound system was playing dance music from '94. I have never felt such a pull from my past as that music did. Mostly 'cause i was in the age where I start to understand the world and the people around me. Io was also in a past hazed, remembering his time in the radio station. Suffice to say, we laughed like idiots, felt a little ashamed for knowing the lyrics to EVERY song, but felt quite happy about it... I need more days like that one.

Fat Dutch Kid

2005-03-01T23:27:00.000-04:00

hehehehe, me estuve riendo por un buen rato...

Movies!!!

2005-02-25T16:57:00.000-04:00

Alakazam the Great... siempre me ha encantado esta pelicula. La vi por primera vez en casa de mis abuelos. En formato cassette, estaba gastadisima

NeverEnding Story... Una de las mejores peliculas de fantasia que vi de chuiquita. Recomened to all!

Foul Play... La otra pelicula que no nos cansabamos de ver en casa de mis abuelos. Sera por que la vi de chiquita pero para la peli es genial, si tienes oportunidad de verla: haslo.

The Princess Bride...Todavía sonrio cada vez que oigo "my name is Iñigo Montoya you killed my father prepare to die"

Willow..."Don't call me a Peck"

2005-02-25T15:57:00.000-04:00

estos son mis bebes, :D los hijos de mi gata Rakun... No son adorables!!!!!????

Moments

2005-02-24T09:40:00.000-04:00

I currently have two situations... Well they aren't really situations, more like MARKED MOMENTS IN MIKA'S HISTORY... Anyway, one: one of my closest friend declaro his love for me... I was a little scared, we have been friends for quite a few years now... But he played it cool saying that he was not expecting anything from me just my friendship and if I wanted more than friendship not to be scared in asking. He also told me we has happy 'cause he finally found in me his twin soul (alma gemela, if you will)... At this comment my brain screamed, not because it was bad, but its a lot to take from your closest friend... My other thingy is that I have a crush... more like a high school crush actually... his personality is what attracks me to him, but I really never wander too close to him. And I believe he will never know of my interest, mostly because I will never tell him. Why? do you ask... Well telling will do nothing to change how he feels (almost certain he has no interest whatsoever in me), it will make him feel uncomftable around me, and real reason: I am in love with somebody else. And that person I love truly, I have given myself completely to him. So the crush has become more of a selfesteem help, since I don't plan to do anything about it. It feels good to have a kinda high school crush, even if I am not in high school... hehehe...

Time for change

2005-02-23T14:49:00.000-04:00

Estoy loca por graduarme... Por tener un solo trabajo y no un malabar de dos... para poder tener un dia libre completamente para mi, tener beneficios and so on and so forth.... A ver si el gig con los federales se me da... seria un alivio terrible del corre corre diario. Como que hay fiebre en el aire de dejar trabajos viejos por novedades nuevas... siempre que sea mejor que lo anterior, no hay problema.... quienes mas por ahi quieren salir de sus trabajos a otra cosa????

Beauty in the Breakdown

2005-02-22T19:22:00.000-04:00

Si tienen oportunidad de ver la pelicula Garden State por favor tomenla. Es genial, ahora mismo tengo una canción de la película pegada en mi mente.

LET GO
by Frou Frou

Drink up, baby down
mmm, are you in or are you out?
leave your things behind
'cause it's all going off without you.
excuse me, too busy you're writing your tragedy
these mishaps
you bubble wrap
when you've no idea what you're like

so let go, let go, jump in
oh well, what you’re waiting for?
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
so let go, let go just get in
oh, it's so amazing here
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

it gains the more it gives
and then it rises with the fall
so hand me that remote
can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow

such boundless pleasure
we've no time for later now
you can't await your own arrival
you've 20 seconds to comply

so let go, let go, jump in
oh well, what you’re waiting for?
it's alright'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
so let go, let go, just get in
oh, it's so amazing here
it's alright'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

Follow the yellow brick road

2005-02-21T01:23:00.000-04:00

I have recently discovered what is the boiling point of my resistance; what it takes for me to leave a bad situation and move on. For me the shit has to do more than just hit the fan...It has to fucking destroy it. It must cease to exist. I will keep following the yellow brick road until the end is totally clear. But, if in the end, if it harms me... I can only hope that there is somewhere over the rainbow...'Cause hope is all there is in the end.

Interesting...

2005-02-18T14:12:00.000-04:00

You scored as Somewhat bi. u are somewhat bi, well bi is bi i guess so consider urself bi...either that or stop checking out ur best friend!

Somewhat bi

83%

Totally Bi

83%

Lezbian

83%

STRAIGHT

are you bisexual?(girls only)
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Hehehe.... i prefer Harry

2005-02-15T20:01:00.000-04:00

You scored as Draco Malfoy. Spoilt and proud, you place high value on the purity of wizard blood and look set to follow in your father's somewhat shady footsteps.

Draco Malfoy

90%

Harry Potter

90%

Hermione Granger

85%

Remus Lupin

80%

Sirius Black

70%

Albus Dumbledore

65%

Ron Weasley

60%

Ginny Weasley

55%

Severus Snape

40%

Lord Voldemort

20%

Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...?
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Humility out the door...

2005-02-15T19:47:00.000-04:00

You scored as Upper middle Class. Your determination have soared you this high, yet not high enough to enjoy the luxuries of the upper class. Your most valued posession is your country club membership which is kept framed in the office.

Upper middle Class

79%

Middle Class

75%

Luxurious Upper Class

58%

Lower Class

50%

alternative

50%

What Social Status are you?
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Shit... and i am only 23, oh well...

2005-02-15T19:45:00.000-04:00

You scored as 20-35. You are in your prime, but are feeling a little up-tight about life. Chill out!

Age 36-70 years

60%

20-35

60%

Age 71+ years

40%

Age 0-12 years

30%

Age 13-19 years

30%

How old is your SOUL?
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This is good

2005-02-15T18:47:00.000-04:00

You scored as Neutral Good. A Neutral Good person tries to do the 'goodest' thing possible. These people are willing to work with the law to accomplish their goal, but if the law is corrupt they are just as willing to tear it down. To these people, doing what's right is the most important thing, regardless of rules, customs, or laws.

Neutral Good

100%

Chaotic Good

80%

Lawful Good

80%

True Neutral

55%

Lawful Neutral

40%

Lawful Evil

40%

Neutral Evil

20%

Chaotic Neutral

Chaotic Evil

What is your Alignment?
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Mellow Yellow

2005-02-15T13:25:00.000-04:00

You scored as Mellow Yellow. You're Mellow Yellow.
You're smack in the middle.
You're pretty even tempered.
You stick up for youself when needed.
People hang with you often.

Mellow Yellow

47%

Aggressive Orange

47%

Angel Pink

43%

Cool Blue

40%

Raging Red

10%

What's your Temper Level?
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Very close indeed

2005-02-15T13:23:00.000-04:00

You scored as Intrapersonal. You prefer your own inner world, you like to be alone, and you are aware of your own strengths, weaknesses, and feelings. You learn best by engaging in independent study projects rather than working on group projects. People like you include entrepreneurs, philosophers and psychologists.

Intrapersonal

86%

Interpersonal

75%

Logical/Mathematical

50%

Verbal/Linguistic

46%

Musical/Rhythmic

46%

Visual/Spatial

46%

Bodily/Kinesthetic

25%

The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences
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Not quite but close enough

2005-02-15T13:19:00.000-04:00

You scored as Otaku? Cool!. Ah! You love sinking your teeth into good anime! You have found the balance between Anime insanity and being fairly normal. You probably religiously watch NGE or Fruits Basket, or one of the "grown up" series. And you insist that not ALL cartoons are for kids. You probably also own at least four volumes of Manga. And you SO can tell the difference between a Gundam and a Mecha.

Otaku? Cool!

63%

TOTAL OTAKU!

25%

Completely Clueless

25%

Anime Hater... BOO! HISS!

Secretly An Anime Freak!

Are you an Anime-niac?
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Yes ...and No

2005-02-15T13:15:00.000-04:00

You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets.

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

33%

Borderline Personality Disorder

33%

Unipolar Depression

33%

Antisocial Personality Disorder

17%

Eating Disorders

Schizophrenia

Which mental disorder do you have?
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