Moments

I currently have two situations... Well they aren't really situations, more like MARKED MOMENTS IN MIKA'S HISTORY... Anyway, one: one of my closest friend declaro his love for me... I was a little scared, we have been friends for quite a few years now... But he played it cool saying that he was not expecting anything from me just my friendship and if I wanted more than friendship not to be scared in asking. He also told me we has happy 'cause he finally found in me his twin soul (alma gemela, if you will)... At this comment my brain screamed, not because it was bad, but its a lot to take from your closest friend... My other thingy is that I have a crush... more like a high school crush actually... his personality is what attracks me to him, but I really never wander too close to him. And I believe he will never know of my interest, mostly because I will never tell him. Why? do you ask... Well telling will do nothing to change how he feels (almost certain he has no interest whatsoever in me), it will make him feel uncomftable around me, and real reason: I am in love with somebody else. And that person I love truly, I have given myself completely to him. So the crush has become more of a selfesteem help, since I don't plan to do anything about it. It feels good to have a kinda high school crush, even if I am not in high school... hehehe...